... be still my beating heart


from one of the only times when a 4-week holiday feels like just 7 days
back to where 16 weeks feel like 1 year
to searching for parking even though I paid $60. for a parking tag
the long treks across the windy,cold, dark campus
the lame pick-up lines from guys cruising the halls of the University
the praying for snow cancellations
to long days: 8 hours at work 6 hours at school
to long nights stressing over unreasonably long homework
to boring, egotistical professors who need to be constantly stroked
to paying $200.00 for 1 textbook and still having to spend hours in the library anyway
to unprepared students asking to borrow notes, pens, paper, or to see your textbook
to vending machines that swallow my last $ in empty halls where there's noone to help
to hunger sounds coming from deep inside all of us
to meeting more people you do not wish to know
to 1st Term Exams
then the Midterms
to sudden friends who want to study with you for whatever reason
to the Term paper
to promising to hook up for drinks after Finals
to making sure never to see any of those people socially once school closes for the next holiday

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YOU CAN HAVE THIS HALF OF ME - I'M NOT USING IT ANYMORE.